～ What mask I have now?! ～

It’s just a mask I wearing everyday
The " happy" mask and the “I m ok” mask
I m trying to hide my feelings, control my emotion
Maybe I m already out of my mind

Right now, everything for me is a disaster,
Nothing seems to be on the right track
Everything is not going well for me

2 more days(13/03) is my birthday
But I not looking forward at all
I wish to spend my birthday in a nobody place
I want to hide myself…..